Thursday, July 10, 2008

Deadly den - number 10

Ok so this might be the last post with the common link that ran through this and the past posts - the bingo code in the title (not the hidden sarcasm - I would die without that!). For those who haven't got a clue of how it started, I would suggest you advert to the first post. For those who have read, and for those lazy enough not to click the link and read it, i shall come to the reason for it.

"The only thing constant in this world is change"
Its funny how this explains the greatest and weirdest of actions. A wise thought. An engrossing idea. A pair of stylish jeans. A bad hairdo. A recent version of firefox. The Lead India campaign. And now the Teach India campaign. A rise in prices. A fall in sensex. A young cricket team. A new Wimbledon champion.

I believe you got the gist. Darwin got lucky to have been born before, and with a keen sense of observing things added to a clever brain and he formulated his famous theory of adaptability, which now seems so obvious to us. (the great irony being that this theory hasn't changed yet :P ) But not being too poetic about it, I come to my point. The world is changing and we have to adapt. As an individual, as a society and as a nation.

Focusing more on the last one, I would say its a collective responsibility. A responsibility to adapt and change. This change has to be internal - that is, we decide it by our policies, not by politics. So leaving aside the vote bank, we have to rethink the way the system functions. Here comes the great challenge - to reserve, or not to reserve: that is the question.

A few excerpts from Mr Nehru's letter to his chief ministers:
"They deserve help but, even so, I dislike any kind of reservation, more particularly in service. I react strongly against anything that leads to inefficiency and second-rate standards."
"... if we go in for reservation on communal and caste basis, we swamp the bright and able people and remain second-rate or third-rate. I am grieved to learn of how far this business of reservation has gone based on communal or caste considerations. This way lies not only folly, but disaster. Let us help the backward groups by all means, but never at the cost of efficiency. How are we going to build our public sector or indeed any sector with second-rate people?"

Not to take me, or him, to be against any caste, I would say that this is again an example of "right goal wrong path" theory. History is laden with such examples: the crusades to capture the holy land, the twin atom bombs to end the war, or even hating cricket to boost hockey for that matter. The goal here too is correct: To boost the backward sections of the society. But where this policy has gone horribly wrong is when it had to "define" the backward sections.

Caste seems the easier choice but not the appropriate one. We should remember that "help should be given on economic considerations and not on caste." I have seen a lot of students take advantage of the reservation to get into colleges even though they could afford the education and were also willing to study. This in turn blocked the seat of maybe a more meritorious student. Think about the one who lost out - was it his fault he wasn't "backward"? On the other hand, I also have a friend who didn't use his caste certificate during the admissions, just because he realized the individual responsibility.

So what do we do? An ideal scenario would be to take a nation-wide survey to make a new list of backward classes, not backward castes. Also, phase out the reservation till the survey is done. The admissions have to be on merit only. But then the question arises that how do we encourage their willingness to study? The point to understand here is: we don't need to. A meritorious student is himself willing to study. The only problem he faces is economical. For this, the government should introduce scholarships for the backward class students who get admissions on merit. The cost involved would be large, but the juice is worth the squeeze if we realize the long-term profits involved. This way merit and progress both survive and we get a "first-rate country".

Think about it - India is the only country in the world where people fight to be backward!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

The choice is fine - number 9

A poem to believe in your choice and follow your heart; "make" it right even if its not the obvious one:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-- Robert Frost

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Plays of fate - number 8

Has it ever occurred to you why you are reading this? Possibly a mysterious looking and a more generic force may be behind this. What - fate? No I was just talking about the connection between us! :P You don't have to always look into my posts searching for philosophically hidden meanings. There may be more to it than that.

Now that I've got you just where I wanted you to be (read: confused), I will bring forth the topic. This is because what I'll be discussing now doesn't have confirming answers. Actually, there are no answers at all! So let your subconscious mind take over and try not scratching your head.

Has it ever occurred to you why you are reading this? Possibly a mysterious looking and a more generic force may be behind this. What - déjà vu? Lol.. this might have been a deliberate one, but you know what I'm hinting at. I've been having these occasionally.. you might have too but probably involved in something else to let it go unnoticed. Thats what i meant by having a subconscious mind to this. Otherwise, there'll be more questions, no answers, and an even more confused mind! (add to that the infinite number of theories for it)

This was just an example. Having just finished reading Angels and Demons, I can figure out what the author was trying to say - to connect God and science in his attempt to provide answers. But what I ask is - do we "really" need the answers? I mean, whats the fun in life - finding answers or experiencing something that you have no answer for? Not that I'm an opposer of science (I'm an engineering student myself! And I know how important it is to get answers - especially in exams :P ), but I believe curiosity is a more desirable virtue.

I would rather be amazed at a phenomenon like déjà vu than have a psychologist explain how my brain chemicals make a fool of me. I would rather be watching the stars on a clear night, wondering what might be in there than discover that we are alone in the universe, or scary still - we are not alone. I would rather be saying a prayer before going to bed than know that I could only be speaking to myself while doing that.

I'll leave it to you to think about it now with a conscious mind!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

In God's Heaven - number 7

God does make his presence felt. Before you dismiss this as another of the clichéd self-realization posts, I would tell you that it is not. What I'm about to tell you is the real presence of God. One you can just feel in a ground - I'm talking about the demi-god of cricket Mr. S. R. Tendulkar.

For those who've lost your faith in him, I'd say just pay one visit to Wankhade for a T20 match. Being privileged enough to watch the match between Mumbai Indians and Chennai Superkings, it was a double treat as the "Little Master" was making a comeback.

7:15 p.m. - 45 minutes before the match I walk up the steps that lead to the North Stand with my friends, and already the noise is deafening. As I look up after climbing, there stands before me the grand stadium - the lush green field with the players practicing, the floodlights flashing over the ground - I stood amazed. Not only because it was my first time to the stadium, but also because now I realised what the crowd was chanting. The sound was not at all discordant.. all were shouting the same thing - "Sachin Sachin!"

It took just a few more minutes to spot the great man and join in the chants.. never in my mind could I have imagined such a thrilling atmosphere! Theres Sanath, theres Murali, theres Pollock, but the crowd just wants one man - Sachin! This was truly the biggest proof of his popularity. This was the ground where he was booed once but now, as if an irony, he was making his comeback here, and the people weren't in a mood to miser any support to him.

The same shouts continued.. through the toss, through the bowling and through the batting.. till Sachin got out that is. (though these were interrupted between by a few moments of praise for Pollock, Suriya and a few boos for Dhoni - a bit embarrassing) In the end, as we got out of the stadium, we were grateful to the guy who got us the tickets.. Seeing the demigod was full paisa vasool!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Chopping Sticks - number 6

Whew at last I have one free day to myself - night actually but who cares.. during the latter part of the semester, the day starts only after the college gets over. That is the time when you suddenly realise that there are some things in life called assignments and experiments. That is the time when you rush out of classes- not to your home but to the nearby xerox shop to get the pages that will give you company for the rest of the day.

A few usual dialogues that rule the conversation during these days include (ranked almost in decreasing order of frequency of usage) (X = subject, Y = number):
  1. "CR kuch kaam ke nahi hai.. postpone bhi nahi kara sakte!" (grabs the number one :P)
  2. "arre tera X ka assignment Y hua kya?"
  3. "tera hone ke baad mujhe de na"
  4. "tera kisne book kiya hai?"
  5. "Mera Y experiment kiske paas hai!?"
  6. "haan" (reason stated below.. note its used more frequently than the question :P )
  7. "main xerox ke liye daal raha hu tujhe chahiye?"
  8. "pencil aur scale de na ek minute"
  9. "tera ho gaya hai to mera graph/diagram bana de na please.." ("..chinese samosa khilaunga" - optional)
  10. "X mein kitne experiments hain?"
  11. "Ye assignment kab diya tha!?"
  12. "Mera 1st assignment bhi check nahi hua hai.. kya karu?"
  13. "X ki lab kaunsi hai?" (:P)
  14. "X kaunsa subject hai!" (:P :P)
  15. "Mera sab likhkar ho gaya!" (obviously the last spot!)
As a suggestion to freshers in the engineering stream, I would just say that identify an "assignment-finish-two-days-before-submission" type person and book it well before (preferably right on the day it was given, even before that won't hurt). If you've remembered about it just in the recess break AND person sitting next to you has in fact finished it and not yet been booked, then you know lady luck's shining her wand. Otherwise, all hail the Xerox Machine!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Be Alive - number 5

Lot of time since my last entry. Probably because I have nothing much to do now, one of the unavoidable side-effects of suffering from the varicella-zoster virus, or for the normal homo sapien, chickenpox. Being shut up in my home for around 2 weeks, I hope you realize what it means.

"Ahhh" the doctor realised it as soon as I went to her "chickenpox.. haven't had it till now?" she started with this sentence and a wide casual smile on her face as if it was my fault. "Two weeks complete isolation" was her order, and I thought she was joking. Now I realise she wasnt! "Take all the certificates you want.. they'll get you the attendance" yeah.. now she was talking business! Two weeks of official bunk.. it seems my constant complaints of the really short (I mean it.. just 6 days!) break after the exams finally fell on the ears of the almighty, and he could spare some time to answer it.

But no.. as it turned out, it wasn't the kind of break I wanted. No going out of the house, no meeting with friends, complete weakness, face looking like the surface of the moon, and add to that a crashed graphics card ensuring I can't play any games too... these bring me back to the point I'm writing this entry - boredom! The only good thing it did to me was let me fulfill my entire year's sleep (I was literally dozing for around 15 hours a day for a few days in the beginning! :P)

And now as it is slowly retarding with things getting back to normal slowly, a sudden realization strikes me - I have to give GATE in a week's time! Although seriously preparing for it wasn't in my mind anytime - I only wanted to give it this time for practice, the next attempt being the real serious one - still the temptation of the score being valid for 2 years and the fact that the form cost me 1000 bucks were playing at the back of my mind. So a decision was taken (mostly to kill off time!) to start studying for it.

To get some inspiration (probably more satisfaction that someone is in the same state as you.. the best feeling at these times!), I called up another guy (Mihir) in my class who was giving GATE. As he blabs to me that he's finished Control Systems, Electronics and Networks, I realize this wasn't such a good idea! Goodbye to Mihir follows with a greeting to Mr. Ogata - time to start preparing now!

Monday, January 14, 2008

Knock at the door - number 4

"Finally!!" This is what my orkut profile is reading now. Finally the exams are over. I articulate this especially because of the loong time (40 days) that they have been going on, and add to that around 40-odd days of the preparatory leave, I've had to wait quarter of a year to say this since my term ended. So - Finally my exams are over! :P

Also the word is of importance here because of my absence for some time from the blog scene. Blame it on the frequent net disconnection over the past few days, or to some really challenging (?) subjects at the latter part of the exams, finally I get time to pen down some thoughts!

Lots of things going on in the past few weeks.. from the high-profile defeat (how often do you get to say that!) to a high-profile car launch. Concerning the first in this post, enough has been said and done (not much by our board though, unfortunately) and I would just like to add two comments made by Mr. Sunil Gavaskar which would more or less sum up my feelings.

First one is something like this "I certainly have a problem with the umpire taking the word of a captain or of a player whose credibility, in this game at least, has to be doubted because he didn't walk. I've always believed that a player who says that take my word for it should also walk when he knows he is out. You can't say that you take my word when I'm fielding, but when I'm batting I'll do what I want!" and the second one is "I have no issue with you waiting for the umpire when you don't know if you've nicked it to the keeper. But to wait there when the ball has gone to the first slip is something surprising."

I feel its not a time for the Indian team to return back home. This would make them look like whiners who cry on losing. This is the time for the team to stand up and win - because the rules and the history both are partial to the winners, how they won it is very easily forgotten.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Thee and We - number 3

As we go into the 17th hour of 2008 (Woohoo! :P), I am happy to announce that my new year resolution is still on! For those of you reading on to know what it is, and for those needing suggestions for keeping it, read on!

Well this is what I came up with. As our resolutions usually last only a few days (hours?), I thought it might be better making end-of-year resolutions. So I start on 28th December 2007, and keep it till 31st Jan 2008, and voila - my new year resolution is to make end-of-year resolutions!

This is actually great for two kinds of people -

1. Those with weak will power.. who are Chronophobic and find the year-long period a bit too long for the resolutions, this gives them an end-point, an encouragement that its only till few days. Once the 31st dec roadblock passes, there is a sense of freedom and proudness, instead of that of guilt when you break it. And what I think is this will inspire them to keep the resolution, or if not then definitely increase the period.

2. Those (like me) who make resolutions just for the sake of it, and weird resolutions which usually end up being unsuccessful. For example, mine was to stay away from the computer (:P) and I succeeded in keeping it for 3 whole days till the end of 2007! (even if it meant getting away from home and looking like a loser coming to the library on 31st December!) But the point is - I did! And it sure helped cheer my mood at the start of the new year!

So thats it - my new year resolution is to make end-of-year resolutions! Enjoy the new year and relax coz its still time for the next December :P